Scared of the Docs

I sure that this the wrong attitude, but at this point I am scared of the doctors.

I hear nothing but bad news. I am sure that they are trying to not give me false hope, but come on
PLEASE!

This not include the Chemo lady or the surgeon but the radio dr.

The radio tech are wonderful. But soon I hear mention of a the Dr. I start to panic. In fact in last hearing a message the doc. was on his was I literally ran after the radio. They called Karl to ask what up
he just said that I not know.

9 day of radio and chemo together. I am feeling OK.